Jessica - Despondency

[calimon1991]

  kristyjnh said "...why am I so despondent lately?

The reason for the despondency?
Awareness (VII-The Chariot)
Going by The Chariot you may be feeling despondent because of movement.  A lot happened to you last month and that took a lot out of you.  Also moving forward in life - also spiritually if I'm taking "Awareness" into account.  Potentially moving forward too quickly without taking the proper time to shield yourself and rest when needed.

What can you do to cure yourself of these despondent feelings?
The Outsider (5 of Earth) and I Am Beginning
Take yourself out of things for a while, you may feel left out, but the rest is important and needed.  Also when you are ready to jump back into things try approaching things from a new angle, a fresh start.

Hope this helps!  Sorry you're feeling despondent.

My question:
What can I do about my stupid love dilemma? (for those who don't know -  tarot keeps saying that love is something I really need to focus on right now and basically that it will make every aspect of my life better, but then when I ask for advice it tells me to be patient... Cartomancy, why you gotta be like that?)

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[kristyjnh]

Yeah things moving fast drained me out pretty good. I need to get better at saying "no I duck out sorry guys" when I need to, I think the "outsider" says a lot as far as that goes. I feel like I'm missing out and letting you guys down (whether I am or not) when I do that.

I am Beginning says to me not to be afraid to start something new or try a different approach - although the next reading you did for me warned of burnout.